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March 29, 2013 · 5:06 pm

Thursday-Friday Devotional, part 6

The next few posts are going to be a running devotional, reading through the Gospel of Mark, with short commentary and prayer. I will post several of these over the next few days, leading up to the Easter.

SCRIPTURE

Mark 15:1-15 At daybreak, the chief priests—with the elders, legal experts, and the whole Sanhedrin—formed a plan. They bound Jesus, led him away, and turned him over to Pilate. Pilate questioned him, “ Are you the king of the Jews?”

Jesus replied, “That’s what you say.” The chief priests were accusing him of many things. Pilate asked him again, “Aren’t you going to answer? What about all these accusations? ” But Jesus gave no more answers, so that Pilate marveled.

During the festival, Pilate released one prisoner to them, whomever they requested. A man named Barabbas was locked up with the rebels who had committed murder during an uprising. The crowd pushed forward and asked Pilate to release someone, as he regularly did. Pilate answered them, “Do you want me to release to you the king of the Jews?” He knew that the chief priests had handed him over because of jealousy. But the chief priests stirred up the crowd to have him release Barabbas to them instead. Pilate replied, “Then what do you want me to do with the one you call king of the Jews?”

They shouted back, “Crucify him!”

Pilate said to them, “Why? What wrong has he done?”

They shouted even louder, “Crucify him!”

Pilate wanted to satisfy the crowd, so he released Barabbas to them. He had Jesus whipped, then handed him over to be crucified.

REFLECTION

I’ve heard all my life that Jesus was sent to die for our sins. It is such an important part of the American Christian ethos that it is usually said uncritically. “Jesus died on the cross for me.” For some, this just rolls off the tongue without much thought, and when people do think about it, they think only of their own sin. It becomes a very privatized way of thinking of Jesus. And while I am not opposed to thinking that Jesus died on the cross for me, I can’t think it uncritically. Something about this passage doesn’t sit right.

If I am to believe that Jesus came to die on the cross for me, than why I am so upset when I read about this exchange? If Jesus’ mission was to die on the cross, then isn’t it a good thing that the people chose to save Barabbas? Then why does reading this fill me with regret? Why do I get frustrated with the suddenly neutered Pilate who just wants to appease the crowd? There are a lot of ways to understand what happened when Jesus died on the cross. One of them is to believe that Jesus came to die on the cross for me. But this just doesn’t sit well as the only explanation. If it was, then this scene wouldn’t be heart-wrenching.

Here’s another way to understand what happened here. Jesus came to announce “God’s good news; saying; ‘Now is the time! Here comes God’s kingdom! Change your hearts and lives, and trust this good news!'” (Mark 1:15) He announced it to fishermen, interrupting their lives even in the midst of a catch. He was so compelling that the set aside full nets to follow. He proclaimed it to the demon-possessed, to the lepers, the sinners and the tax-collectors. He gathered followers along the Judean countryside by forgiving sins, feeding the hungry, and clothing the naked. He reached out to women and children. He healed on the Sabbath. He calmed the storms, fed the multitudes, and redefined what it meant to be holy. He looked beyond the letter of the law and revealed to the people the heart of God. For all of this, and for upsetting the powers that be, he was condemned.

He was given a mockery of a trial, and taken to the Roman authority to be dealt with. He was condemned to death, not because God needed him to die, but because we could not allow him to live. In our brokenness, humanity clung to old ways of knowing about power. They clung to a system that subjugated a people. They clung to an institution that robbed the widows’ of their houses. They clung to the power of the sword and the Pax Romana, as enforced by the Legionnaire’s spear. How tightly do we still cling?

When given a choice between Jesus or Barabbas they chose. They chose the man that had committed murder during an insurrection. They chose the sword. They chose the power of the world. They chose the one that would try to overthrow Caesar by the only method that they understood. And in that choice lays the ultimate tragedy of our existence. When humanity had the choice between the Kingdom of God and the power of the world, they chose the world. When given the chance to save the man that taught them to “love their enemy,” they chose the man that murdered his enemy.

They made the choice then, and it is the choice we continue to make. Every time we choose to hold onto bitterness and anger. Every time we refuse to reconcile. Every time we turn a blind eye to injustice and suffering. Every time we condemn another to make ourselves feel safe. Every time we choose the way of the world, we choose Barabbas. And we may as well be shouting “Crucify him!”

PRAYER

Lord in your mercy, hear our prayer. Hear our cries for redemption. As you go closer to the cross, we see our own complicity. I want to be blind no longer. Open my eyes that I may see not only the cross, but the path that led you to that cross. Open my eyes not only to the cross, but to the hope that lies beyond it. Keep that hope alive in me on this journey. Amen.

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March 29, 2013 · 1:32 pm

Thursday-Friday Devotional, part 5

The next few posts are going to be a running devotional, reading through the Gospel of Mark, with short commentary and prayer. I will post several of these over the next few days, leading up to the Easter.

SCRIPTURE

Mark 14:53-72

They led Jesus away to the high priest, and all the chief priests, elders, and legal experts gathered. Peter followed him from a distance, right into the high priest’s courtyard. He was sitting with the guards, warming himself by the fire. The chief priests and the whole Sanhedrin were looking for testimony against Jesus in order to put him to death, but they couldn’t find any. Many brought false testimony against him, but they contradicted each other. Some stood to offer false witness against him, saying, “We heard him saying, ‘I will destroy this temple, constructed by humans, and within three days I will build another, one not made by humans.’” But their testimonies didn’t agree even on this point.

Then the high priest stood up in the middle of the gathering and examined Jesus. “Aren’t you going to respond to the testimony these people have brought against you?” But Jesus was silent and didn’t answer. Again, the high priest asked, “ Are you the Christ, the Son of the blessed one?”

Jesus said, “I am. And you will see the Human One sitting on the right side of the Almighty and coming on the heavenly clouds.” Then the high priest tore his clothes and said, “Why do we need any more witnesses? You’ve heard his insult against God. What do you think?”

They all condemned him. “He deserves to die!” Some began to spit on him. Some covered his face and hit him, saying, “ Prophesy! ” Then the guards took him and beat him.

Meanwhile, Peter was below in the courtyard. A woman, one of the high priest’s servants, approached and saw Peter warming himself by the fire. She stared at him and said, “You were also with the Nazarene, Jesus.”

But he denied it, saying, “I don’t know what you’re talking about. I don’t understand what you’re saying.” And he went outside into the outer courtyard. A rooster crowed. The female servant saw him and began a second time to say to those standing around, “This man is one of them.” But he denied it again.

A short time later, those standing around again said to Peter, “You must be one of them, because you are also a Galilean.” But he cursed and swore, “I don’t know this man you’re talking about.” At that very moment, a rooster crowed a second time. Peter remembered what Jesus told him, “Before a rooster crows twice, you will deny me three times.” And he broke down, sobbing. (Common English Bible)

REFLECTION

A widow’s mite is now on sale for $29.95. Seriously, I’m not making that up.

Why did the chief priests and scribes want Jesus dead? The Gospel of Mark makes it clear. Follow the money. The chief priests and scribes operated as a part of the institution of the Temple that kept them in power. It was an institution that kept them comfortable, but it was a precarious situation. The chief priests had to keep the people coming, buying doves, changing money, and making sacrifices. At the same time, they had to keep Rome appeased, lest they get removed. The major charge against Jesus in his trial is that he threatened the Temple. He threatened their power, status, and comfort. For this, he had to be removed.

In the Gospel of Mark Jesus goes to the Temple shortly after arriving in Jerusalem, and leaves without incident (11:11). The next day, Jesus sees a fig tree and curses it for not having any fruit. The next scene is Jesus again going into the Temple. This time he drives out those who were “selling and those who were buying in the temple, and he overturned tables of the money changers and the seats of those who sold doves.” Intentionally waiting until there would be a crowd, Jesus disrupts business at the temple. Mark explains that it is after this scene that the chief priests and scribes decide they have to kill him. He is costing them money. The next day, the fig tree that Jesus had cursed is withered. The fig tree and the Temple are the same. Jesus sets himself against the Temple authority. He disrupts the institution that has been built up around the temple. Later, he denounces the Scribes for “having the best seats in the synagogues,” as they “devour widows’ houses.”

It is immediately after this denunciation that he sees the widow making an offering in the Temple. This was an illustration of how the scribes “devoured widows’ houses.” When he foretells the destruction of the Temple, it is in reaction to a system that kept some in poverty so that others may be comfortable. When they left the Temple, the disciples marveled at its grandeur. All he saw was a pile of stones, ready to be reduced to rubble. He knew that it only stood on the whim of the Romans. It was God’s power that he was concerned with, not adroitly straddling a fine line between comfort and destruction. The Kingdom of God that Jesus proclaimed was not one of huge buildings and massive armies. This was the only kind of kingdom that the people understood, but he was seeking a different kind of Kingdom.

For this. the chief priests and scribes feared Jesus. They feared him because he was stirring things up. They feared him because he was a threat to their wealth and comfort. They feared him because they saw through their pomp and grandeur. He saw through their hypocrisy. He saw through their empty ritual, their heartless sacrifice, and their religious trappings. He saw through them, and that was frightening.

It can be an uneasy feeling when someone looks through the shell and sees the soul. That kind of vulnerability can unleash emotions. It can unleash something unpredictable, and downright frightening. In the chief priests, it unleashed an inhuman rage directed at an innocent man.

I wonder sometimes, what kind of response would it unleash in me?

PRAYER

Fear is a powerful emotion, O God. Help me to understand my fear, and name it. Help me to be honest with myself and with you. Comfort me in my struggle, and forgive me in my own hypocrisy. Lead me to a better place, and a higher calling. Take me to the kingdom that cares not for comfort or trappings. Help me rest in thee. Amen.

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March 29, 2013 · 11:20 am

Thursday-Friday Devotional, part 4

The next few posts are going to be a running devotional, reading through the Gospel of Mark, with short commentary and prayer. I will post several of these over the next few days, leading up to the Easter.

SCRIPTURE

Mark 14:32-51

Jesus and his disciples came to a place called Gethsemane. Jesus said to them, “Sit here while I pray.” He took Peter, James, and John along with him. He began to feel despair and was anxious. He said to them, “I’m very sad. It’s as if I’m dying. Stay here and keep alert.” Then he went a short distance farther and fell to the ground. He prayed that, if possible, he might be spared the time of suffering. He said, “ Abba, Father, for you all things are possible. Take this cup of suffering away from me. However—not what I want but what you want.”

He came and found them sleeping. He said to Peter, “ Simon, are you asleep? Couldn’t you stay alert for one hour? stay alert and pray so that you won’t give in to temptation. The spirit is eager, but the flesh is weak.”

Again, he left them and prayed, repeating the same words. And, again, when he came back, he found them sleeping, for they couldn’t keep their eyes open, and they didn’t know how to respond to him. He came a third time and said to them, “ Will you sleep and rest all night? That’s enough! The time has come for the Human One to be betrayed into the hands of sinners. Get up! Let’s go! Look, here comes my betrayer.”

Suddenly, while Jesus was still speaking, Judas, one of the Twelve, came with a mob carrying swords and clubs. They had been sent by the chief priests, legal experts, and elders. His betrayer had given them a sign: “Arrest the man I kiss, and take him away under guard.”

As soon as he got there, Judas said to Jesus, “Rabbi!” Then he kissed him. Then they came and grabbed Jesus and arrested him. One of the bystanders drew a sword and struck the high priest’s slave and cut off his ear. Jesus responded, “Have you come with swords and clubs to arrest me, like an outlaw? Day after day, I was with you, teaching in the temple, but you didn’t arrest me. But let the scriptures be fulfilled.” And all his disciples left him and ran away. One young man, a disciple, was wearing nothing but a linen cloth. They grabbed him, but he left the linen cloth behind and ran away naked. (Common English Bible)

REFLECTION

I’ve written before on this blog that Gethsemane is the most important part of the gospel story to me. It is the linchpin of the gospels. It is the moment that starts the passion. If you enter the story for the first time, then the ending is still up in the air until Gethsemane. While in the garden, Jesus still has options. He could run. He could go into hiding. He could gather arms. He could resist the mob coming to get him. The men that he was with might not have been able to stay awake, but they probably would have been willing to fight. The options for Jesus are open while he prays in the garden, but he also knows clearly which path is the way of God.

He wishes there to be another way. He wants to avoid the pain, humiliation, and torture that comes with the cross. He was a man. He was a man that could suffer. He knows that his mission lies not in running away. His mission lies not in fighting. His mission is that of standing up and facing what the crowd would throw at him. It is in the garden that he stands up for what he had lived for. He stands up, and chooses the will of God. The rest of the story is decided when Jesus stands in the garden and faces his betrayer.

It is not an easy story to hear, but it is one we must face if we are to truly understand the extent of humanity’s ability to do evil. It is one we must face if we are to see the extent God is willing to go for love. It is one we must face if we are to catch a glimpse of just how amazing grace really is.

PRAYER

Holy and Gracious God, it is easy to become weary. We seem to live in a constant state of tiredness. The world presses in on us. Fears and doubts wear us out. It would be so welcome to lie down and sleep. You remind us though, to stay awake. Strengthen us to stand up when it is needed. Help us to stand up for justice. Help us to stand up for grace. And when we fall asleep, wake us up, and help us rise again. Amen.

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March 29, 2013 · 10:45 am

Thursday-Friday Devotional, part 3

SCRIPTURE

Mark 14:23-31 “While they were eating, Jesus took bread, blessed it, broke it, gave it to them, and said, ‘Take; this is my body.’ He took a cup, gave thanks, and gave it to them, and they all drank from it. He said to them, ‘This is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many. I assure you that I won’t drink wine again until that day when I drink it in a new way in God’s kingdom.’ After singing songs of praise, they went out to the Mount of Olives.

Jesus said to them, ‘You will all falter in your faithfulness to me. It is written, I will hit the shepherd and the sheep will go off in all directions. But after I’m raised up, I will go before you to Galilee.’

Peter said to him, ‘Even if everyone else stumbles, I won’t.’ But Jesus said to him, ‘I assure you that on this very night, before the rooster crows twice, you will deny me three times.’ But Peter insisted, ‘If I must die alongside you, I won’t deny you.’ And they all said the same thing.”

REFLECTION

Communion is our family meal. It is the time for Christians to come to Christ’s table and share in the saving work of God. There are a lot of ways to do it. Some try to make sure certain words are said, or certain bread is used. Sometimes there are arguments over how often it should be done. There are most serious disagreements about who should be allowed to come. Should children? Should the unbaptized? Should the non-members? Should those that vote for pro-choice candidates?

When I read the story of Jesus’ last supper, I see no boundaries. I see no filters. I see no rules. I see simply a man gathered with his friends. I see sinners. I see a betrayer. I see a denier. I see a tax collector. I see fishermen. I see rich men. I see men that know only that they want to follow Jesus, though even they might not be sure why. I see love, fellowship, wonder, fear, and community. It is an imperfect community, made perfect through love.

I love Communion. I love having that piece of bread placed in my hands. I love sweet taste of the bread mixing with grape juice. I love to let it sit in my mouth so I can savor it. I breath deeply, eyes shut, so I can tune every sense into this one thing that I am doing. I do not know what exactly I’m doing when I eat from Jesus’ bread and drink from Jesus’ cup. It is a mysterious ritual that still astounds me.

Is it symbolic? No – that word seems too flimsy. This is more than symbol that I hold in my mouth. It is more than symbol that fills me with hope and power, humility and awe.

Is it changed atomically? No – My scientific mind knows that it remains bread and grape juice. I am not participating in some magical cannibalistic ritual.

Is it really Christ’s body and really Christ’s blood? I’m not sure how to answer that, but I’m okay with living in the mystery that something about Communion is real. Something about it connects me to Jesus himself. That table stretches across time and space, and there is room for the saints of the ages. There is room for the sinners that come together. There is room for the betrayers and the deniers. There is room for the tax collector and the Pharisee. There is room for the young and the old. There is room for the rich and the poor. There is room.

It is our family meal. It is a time to share in God’s saving work in the world, and that work is real.

PRAYER

Jesus, you have called us together to your table. In the act of breaking bread, you invite us to be your companion. In the sharing of the cup you offer forgiveness. I am humbled by your invitation, and strengthened by your grace. Fill me with your love, and empower me with the Holy Spirit. Amen.

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March 28, 2013 · 4:42 pm

Thursday-Friday Devotional, part 2

SCRIPTURE

Mark 14:12-22 “On the first day of the Festival of Unleavened Bread, when the Passover lamb was sacrificed, the disciples said to Jesus, ‘Where do you want us to prepare for you to eat the Passover meal?’ He sent two of his disciples and said to them, ‘Go into the city. A man carrying a water jar will meet you. Follow him. Wherever he enters, say to the owner of the house, “The teacher asks, ‘Where is my guest room where I can eat the Passover meal with my disciples?'” He will show you a large room upstairs already furnished. Prepare for us there.’ The disciples left, came into the city, found everything just as he had told them, and they prepared the Passover meal.

That evening, Jesus arrived with the Twelve. During the meal, Jesus said, ‘I assure you that one of you will betray me – someone eating with me.’

Deeply saddened, they asked him, one by one, ‘It’s not me, is it?’

Jesus answered. It is one of the Twelve, one who is dipping bread with me into this bowl. The Human One goes to his death just as it is written about him. But how terrible it is for that person who betrays the Human One! It would have been better for him if he had never been born.'”

REFLECTION

There is much debate over whether or not Jesus’ last meal was a Passover meal as we envision it. While the historical likelihood that what Jesus and his disciples did had any resemblance to a modern Passover Seder is low, it is clear that Mark’s gospel wanted to show the last supper was connected to the Passover. My understanding of the Passover meal is that it is a re-presentation of God’s saving work as found in Exodus.

A modern Passover Seder is full of symbolism, reading, prayer, and meaning. All of it has the purpose of pointing to the fact that God saved the Hebrews from slavery. God stood by the promises made to Abraham. God stood with a people that were oppressed. God stood against the greatest power the world had ever known – and triumphed. This is the message of Passover, and this is the message of Jesus’ last meal as well. This is the parallel that Mark is trying to convey.

During the meal Jesus announces that one will betray him. He announces that the betrayer is there, and that he is one with whom he will dip bread. This tells us two things. Jesus knew Judas would betray him. Jesus ate with him anyway. And not only did he eat with him anyway, but he sat next to him. Otherwise, how could they have dipped the bread together?

Mark does not tell us when Judas leaves, but we know that they started the meal together. Jesus knew what Judas was thinking, and still he broke bread with him. Still he offered him friendship. Still, they dipped the bread together. I can only imagine the heartache that Jesus must have been feeling. Some read Jesus’ words toward Judas as words of reproach, vengeance and anger. That’s not how I read them.

Instead, I hear Jesus words as sorrowful. I hear them wishing that his betrayer would change his mind, but knowing that he won’t. I hear Jesus giving Judas one last warning – “you’re going to regret it,” not as a threat, but as a heartfelt plea. I see Jesus heartbroken that the time they spent together hadn’t been enough. The words, the healing, the signs and wonders – none of it had been enough. Still Judas didn’t understand. Truthfully, none of them did.

Sometimes I wonder if I do. Sometimes I wonder if I realize just how much Jesus loves me. How many times has Jesus seen me and wished he could change my heart. How many times has he seen me on the precipice of betrayal and screamed, “Don’t do it!” Only to be ignored.

Still, he invites me to this table.

Still, he calls me to his side.

Still, he breaks bread and shares it with me.

Me. Still.

Still.

PRAYER

Jesus, friend and teacher, you prepare a place for me still. You invite me to your table still. Still, I fail. Still, I fall. Still, I cry to you. Please don’t stop calling. Amen.

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March 28, 2013 · 1:07 pm

Thursday-Friday Devotional, part 1

The next few posts are going to be a running devotional, reading through the Gospel of Mark, with short commentary and prayer. I will post several of these over the next few days, leading up to Easter.

“They promised to give him money”

SCRIPTURE

Mark 14:10-11 “Then Judas Iscariot, who was one of the Twelve, went to the chief priests in order to betray him to them. When they heard it, they were greatly pleased, and promised to give him money. So he began to look for an opportunity to betray him” (New Revised Standard Version)

REFLECTION

What motivated Judas to betray Jesus? In Matthew, it seems as if Judas is looking for some kind of gain in order to betray Jesus. In Mark, the reward money seems like an afterthought. In both Luke’s and John’s gospel, the blame is placed on Satan, who enters Judas. The passage we find in Mark comes immediately after a story of a nameless woman that anoints Jesus was very expensive ointment. During this exchange, “some were there who said to one another in anger, ‘Why was the ointment wasted in this way?’… and they scolded her.” John’s gospel names Judas as the one that was angry, “not because he cared about the poor, but because he was a thief” (John 12:6).

So what do we make of Judas? Was he possessed by the devil, not acting of his own accord? Was he under some sort of demonic control? Was he simply scheming for a way to make a little money? Was he, as some posit, disappointed that Jesus was not gathering an army? We don’t know what motivated Judas, but when I read “Satan entered him,” I understand this to mean that Judas was tormented. I may not understand how or why Judas betrayed his friend, but it seems clear that Temptation overwhelmed him.

And I understand that. I understand what it means to fall. I understand what it means to fail someone I love. I understand what it means to come up short when tested. I may never know the heart of Judas. I don’t need to. I know my own.

PRAYER

Holy and gracious God, I have betrayed you. I have forgotten your commands. I have ignored your pleas. I have turned away from the path that Jesus has shown us, and chosen my own path. Forgive me. Strengthen me in my weariness. Though I do not deserve it, I seek the power of your love, forgiveness, and grace. Amen.

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March 14, 2013 · 10:10 am

What does pi sound like?

Happy Pi Day! (3/14)

What does pi sound like? I had never thought of that before seeing this video. The musician in the video makes each digit correspond to a note on a scale. He then “plays” pi for 100 digits. The result is both random and beautiful – which is a perfect description of the number pi.

Pi is an irrational number. It cannot be expressed by a ratio of two integers. Instead, it describes the ratio between the diameter and the circumference of a circle. It goes on forever in randomness. According to wikipedia, pi has been extrapolated to 10 trillion digits (that would make for a very long song).

Pi is one of those pursuits that has endless applications. The more I learn about pi, the more I realize I know very little about it. I find that there is an incredible beauty in mathematics and things like pi and the lesser-known, but equally impressive phi (1.618).

What is less often discussed when it comes to things like Pi and Phi are the theological implications. Theology and science and mathematics are too often seen as competing interests, but to me these fields are about the search for meaning and truth. There are certainly distinctions that need to be made between these fields, but treating them as mutually exclusive is a a mistake as well. They use different tools and methods, but the search for truth is part of what makes us human.

Many see phenomena like pi and think, “there is no need for God.” I see pi and see a remarkable tool that God created. I cannot prove that I am correct. This is a faith statement, and faith is irrational. That does not make faith un-real.

For me, pi itself is a metaphor for faith. Pi is a reasonable construct of irrationality. Its very irrationality is a part of this universe that is full of randomness and chaos. It is out of chaos that God called things into order.

OK, so now I’m starting to get deeper than I originally intended, but I think this is an interesting conversation. I am fascinated by math, science, evolutionary biology, anthropology, astronomy, and theology. They are distinct, but cannot be separated. I believe that the pursuit of knowledge is a God-inspired pursuit. Happy Pi Day!

For more about how Religion and Science coexist, I highly recommend this book, What About Religion and Science, by Paul Stroble. You can follow @PaulStroble on Twitter, and read his blog called Journeys Home.

Another post about the wonder of science.

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March 13, 2013 · 2:41 pm

The Prayer of Saint Francis

I want one of these. He would fit in well with Dwight Schrute, Walter Payton, and John Wesley.

There is going to be so much written in the next few hours and days about the new Pope. I for one, am intrigued by his choice of name. I am far from an expert on Catholic Saints and church history, but I’ve always loved the prayer that is attributed to Saint Francis of Assisi.

I said this prayer today while thinking of the newly elected Pope Francis. I said it again while thinking of my own mission and ministry. I prayed it again while thinking of the Church Universal, with all of its imperfections, failures, beauty, and hope.

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace,

Where there is hatred, let me sow love;

Where there is injury, pardon;

Where there is doubt, faith;

Where there is despair, hope;

Where there is darkness, light;

Where there is sadness, joy.

O Divine Master,

grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled, as to console;

to be understood, as to understand;

to be loved, as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive.

It is in pardoning that we are pardoned,

and it is in dying that we are born to Eternal Life.

Amen.

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February 22, 2013 · 5:03 pm

Be You. Be God’s. Be the Church.

Audio file of the full sermon. The music that plays during this sermon is by Christopher Grundy. The songs are called “Out on This Wire,” and “Stepping In.” The mission projects I talked about are the Redbird Mission, and Kids Against Hunger.

“Be You. Be God’s. Be the Church.”

Jeremiah 1:4-10

Now the word of the Lord came to me saying,
‘Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,
and before you were born I consecrated you;
I appointed you a prophet to the nations.’
Then I said, ‘Ah, Lord God! Truly I do not know how to speak, for I am only a boy.’ But the Lord said to me,
‘Do not say, “I am only a boy”;
for you shall go to all to whom I send you,
and you shall speak whatever I command you.
Do not be afraid of them,
for I am with you to deliver you,

says the Lord.’
Then the Lord put out his hand and touched my mouth; and the Lordsaid to me,
‘Now I have put my words in your mouth.
See, today I appoint you over nations and over kingdoms,
to pluck up and to pull down,
to destroy and to overthrow,
to build and to plant.’

Excerpts from the sermon:

“Being called into God’s ministry is for all who claim Christ. Those who call themselves Christian are called to do more, to be more, to be transformed, to be a part of God’s work in this world. God is calling. God is speaking today. God is calling you to be you; to be who God created you to be. There are a lot of stories, a lot of descriptors people use to define themselves. All too often we define ourselves by who we’re not. ‘I’m not old enough. I’m not strong enough. I don’t speak well enough. I’m not educated. I’m not good enough. I’m not qualified. I’m not pretty enough. I’m not smart enough.’ It’s all lies. It’s all lies. But all too often we believe them. It’s so easy to believe the excuses, and say ‘No I can’t do it….’ But God is calling you to tune out the lies, and let go of all the obstacles, and to be who you were created to be.

“Allowing yourself to be God’s is hard sometimes. Being God’s means that there will be words you are called to speak that you don’t want to speak. There are places you are called to go that you don’t want to go. There’s forgiveness that you need to offer that you don’t want to offer. There is shame that you are called to let go, but for some reason you still cling to. There is a neighbor that needs a friend. There is a stranger that needs a hand. A young person that needs a mentor. It’s not always easy. And if you try to do it on your own, it will be impossible. Because this is God’s work.”

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February 14, 2013 · 4:13 pm

I’ve lost 70 pounds, but I’m still The Fat Pastor

I high-fived my doctor today. I had my annual physical. It was a year and a day after stepping on the scale at that same doctor’s office and reading that I weighed 329 pounds. Today my doctor looked back at what I weighed last year. When he saw that I today I weighed 259, he gave me a high-five.

I have gone through a transformation in the last year. I have transformed my habits. I have transformed my priorities. In so doing, I have transformed my body. More than this, I have experienced spiritual transformation. I pray more. I study the Bible more. I have discovered that when I am more disciplined in my eating and exercising, I am also more disciplined as a follower of Jesus Christ. I am still transforming. I am striving every day to Love God, Live Well, and Do Good.

I have lost 70 pounds in 366 days, but let me be clear – I am still The Fat Pastor. For one thing, I am still overweight. One year ago I was 34% body fat. Today I am 25% body fat. That is a great improvement, but it is still too high. I literally have too much fat on my body.

Yet even if I lose another 70 pounds, have 7% body fat, and can run a marathon in under 3:00:00, there will always be fat that I can trim from my life. I am, like John Wesley said, moving onward to perfection. Until I am there, I will be laden with fat.

The difference between fat and fit is choices. I make fat choices when I choose a mindless television show instead of time in study. I choose fat when I spend too much time on facebook instead of cultivating relationships. I choose fat when I refuse to help a neighbor. I am fat when I objectify a woman. I am fat when I contribute to an unjust society. I am fat when I forget the needs of the widow, the orphan, the poor, and the oppressed. I am fat when I am blind to racism, sexism, homophobia, or any other way that humans try to divide and separate and subjugate.

I’m trying not to be fat any more. I’m trying real hard. I draw strength from the love and support of family and friends. I draw strength from the encouragement of a remarkable facebook “following.” I draw strength from the words of the prophets that remind me that God’s love and God’s promise of a new day is something for which we can all strive. I draw strength from the Church as the Body of Christ in the world. Above all, I draw strength from the grace of Jesus Christ and the power of the Holy Spirit. I draw strength from knowing that it is not my strength on which I must rely.

Jesus said “You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your being, and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: You must love your neighbor as you love yourself. All the Law and the Prophets depend on these two commands.”

I try to love God. I worship, and I pray, and I read and listen to God’s Word. I come to Table of Grace. I fall down in confession, and I rise up with the Holy Spirit. I try to live well, because I take seriously the oft-forgotten command to love yourself. I try to do good, because it is through doing good for others that we best express our love of neighbor.

I am The Fat Pastor. I’m trying not to be. With God as my strength and my salvation, I will be The Fit Pastor someday. Until then, I’ll keep on my journey of transformation. Thank you for going on this journey with me.

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